; i need youu

Thursday, December 11, 2003

so i saw you there amongst garbage that was throwing itself and tossing itself, the wind carrying its back, the mess around me was beautiful, chaotic. and i saw in your hand my favorite book and i wondered if you had read it as many times as i had, you didn't look like you cared about the book or the garbage, your eyes were so focused on everystep that laid in front of you, your hair a mess from the wind, but you took no notice, no notice in me. but i was in need of so much affection, so i flung myself into your path, i baricaded your life, and once i looked at you with my eyes, you saw right through me, and knew i was every desperate girl who wanted to get into your head. but you took pity, and singled me out, made me special we got a coffee at the diner down the road, where you smoked a cigarette, leaned slightly on the table and discussed a philosophical theory or two as i looked at you in your splendor;messy brown hair, dark rimmed glasses and button up valu-village shirt, spouting off some theory i didn't think was yours, i realized how useless you are your mind, filled with quotes others have stated, your outfit an ensemble you put together to fit in with the crowd underneath i realized you were every jerk who has ever treated me like shit, and as you leaned in closer to whisper in a husky voice 'lets get outta here babe' i punched you in the face and felt the relief from a thousand before you as i grabbed my coat and walked away with a sense of accomplishment i bid you ado and send you back to the alleyway with the garbage to enjoy your gutter MelBelle reali like dis poem man... i tink its cool!! heez.. piano^gal>.< fate brought us 2gether...

thinking of you @ 1:48 PM